Sunday May 17

So last night Sir told me that our D/s relationship might be stopping Him from loving me in a romantic way.
I am just not sure how that makes me feel. If he can't love me romantically where does that leave me?
What does this look like?
I do not think I have ever not been loved by my Dom..Does Him not loving me romantically  change how we interact?
What does love as a Dominant only look like?
My love for Him is based as a submissive and is strongest as a submissive yet is still a bit romantic as well.
Is there a difference between romantic love and D/s love?
There might very well be.
Something to really think about it?
Something to blog about maybe this journey is very different then any other I have been on.
I am simply a submissive to Sir. I am learning to serve only how He wishes me to. I am trying to find a balance between the masochist part of me and the part that is His. He said the other night that he is not like You are "mine" yet I need to have that possession. I need to be "His" so many things in my head bouncing around, things to sort and figure out. So many things to learn about myself.